You

Pain....
Something that makes me shake in the night,
I am in fright,
I continue to follow your shadow,
Walking threw a meadow of beauty,
But the other beauty I can see is you,
Magnificence,
You have me in a trace of love or lust,
I have lost all trust in you but yet I can't stay away,
Destiny and Wants tugging and yanking at every limb,
It rips me as I try to hold composure,
I Can't decide if you are good or bad,
You might be the best for me,
You might break me,
Take me as I am,
Break and bend,
Shatter my trend of misplaced depression and Broken,
Yearning for your touch,
Like a good sucker punch,
But then like a mother's touch.