"Soul Mate"

Hello True Streamers,

Love is a strange thing ya'know? Even if just a friendship, for example, my best friend and I are soul mates, now to you that might sound a bit fruity( not that anything is wrong with that) but recently my opinion of the title "Soul mate" has changed it can be a friend as well not just a lover. Think about it, who in your life can you not live without that you always go to when things goto shit? Now ponder on that person, think about how life might of turned out in those intense situations. You might have been fine, maybe not, you don't know all I know is that I could not go threw a lot of things without him. We all need that friend soulmate without them life would be so much harder, I know I can depend on him at anytime. Tho we all may have our ups and downs, arguments, disagreements, I mean hell my mom call him my heterosexual life partner!! That always makes me laugh. If you have that soul mate consider yourself lucky, if you don't, I'm sure your over looking something

Goodnight Streamers,

Love ya, 

S

Succumb

Dreams are what I'm made of,
Streams to the sea seem to be too narrow of path for me to take,
People always say "There are more fish in the sea.",
Well honestly, I don't want fish out of the sea,
I would much rather jump in a lake,
Then to put my life at stake swimming with sharks and dangerous fake fish,
For the smallest of places can produce the brightest of faces,
Never leaving traces or spaces in between,
Not know in the world for what she does,
But know in town for what she was,
All fish visit the sea,
Some tremble before it's high raised skies,
Then they try to survive but the sharks of this world eat em,
So they choose to go back to the lake if they are smart,
Because if they don't "beat them" they decided to "Join them",
That fish becomes tart to the mouth,
Bitter and sickening,
They go from Prized winner to the Runt of the litter,
Humans succumb to majority to fast,
Letting their life pass only worrying about what's on everyone else's ass,
They are drinking from the tap,
While me and everyone else are leaving sink water behind and drinking the mother of all wines,
2nd best is what they get,
While we choose to be smart and get the number 1 set,
This isn't about love or finding the one,
This is a true story about a girl who has won,
She is done with life and it's choosers of evil,


Good Morning Have A Great Day True Streamers,
S

Trust, and Keeping Our Mouth Shut

HELLO TRUE STREAMERS!!!,

So Today, I was thinking about what I should write about, then my friend comment on one of my facebook status's. My status was "I am so done", which he commented " I hear ya bro", which gave me idea! This is about being fed up!!!

Now I have had a lot of things happen tho I am young, and I am tired of the bullshit, I don't want anymore girl fucking me over lying to me, telling me they love me when they really don't, having people fuck me over. Then I come to realize that I and the Human Race do not get along very well, just as a side not this does not mean I do not qualify myself as a human, I am human, I just refer to others as humans it's my thing. Anyway, Huamn being betray, steal, murder, rape, etc. I am fed up with it, I am sick and tired of being played, aren't we all? But does this mean disconnect from the human race? Well yes, and no. I think we should keep our personal lives to ourself, unless we can trust them. How do we know we can trust them? By their actions, if they are the type of person to start rumors and lies, then you should know not to trust them, now if you have seen them stick you and do what's just then I well Damn trust them! but not always!? Somethings are best kept to yourself, think before you speak. I was taught that you should ask yourself these questions before you say something.

1. Does this need to be said?
2. Does this need to be said right now?
3.Is it Mature to eve bring this up?

These are all very logical things to think before starting something up with someone, like a co-worker, a person you may know but not really be friends with, a ex, your boss, etc.

All in all, We just need to think about what we say before it is said and be careful who we trust.

Good Night True Streamers,
Scott

Love., Yet Again

Hello True Streamers,

So as I sit here and ponder, I begin to think about events in my day things to talk about things to think about things to act about, and one of things that happened to day was my depression hit me today like a clown with rubber chicken very randomly, and I started thinking about my ex and how she has been acting lately, and honestly it pains me to see and I really honestly don't want to know but, at the same time I do want to know because I love her, because I care about her and I want to know what's going on in her life but at the same time whats going on in her life causes pain in my heart. Have you ever felt that? See someone pretty much screw their life over because they have the freedom to do so? Isn't it just plain sad and heartbreaking? For me is it, and this girl met the world to me, she was my other half in my opinion, but once we broke up or a certain time in our "relationship" she changed into this person who is absolutely repulsive into the exact thing in which I am against in every way, but does that keep me from loving her? No, it does not. Does it keep me from wanting her? Unfortunately not. you see love is more than some feeling it involves the way you treat and act towards each other. If there is no respect and just plain criticism then there is no love. Sadly to say, love can be a one-sided thing, it is possible for only one person to be in love in a relationship, sadly I have fallen prey to this crime, it is a shame to anyone that actually is a victim of this, if you have, I am greatly sorry and I know how you feel. To quote one of my favorite films, " The Greatest Thing You'll Ever Learn, Is To Love, And Be Loved In Return". This is from a movie called "Moulin Rouge" In my opinion one of the greatest films of all time, but in my whole life the only women to truly and honest love me in return was my ex in 2010. No one else has shown me true love and if they think they have, they don't know what love is. But enough about that, well sorta really I am still going to continue the subject but not so much about me. A girl who is actually worth your time will not lie too you, will not keep emotions from you, will tell you things even tho it may hurt, and most of all RESPECT YOU! and this also goes for women as well when a "man" does these thing say away, He isn't in love with you, he is only out to get something for his best interest. Love is a hard thing to find, I have found it once in my life, I don't know if I will ever find it again. I will be happy if I do somedaym, I have alot of respect towards that girl who truly loved me. And I always will. Be careful where you lay your heart, it's all you got.

Good Night True Streamer,
Scott

Differences in music

Greeting My Fellow True Streamers,

So I am usually very musically open, but this generations music has blown me away in a sense that is not good. Don't get me wrong some of the music these days are really good, but for example Fall Out Boy, They were a phenomenal band but then they came out with the album "Save Rock and Roll" to mean it doesn't seem like rock and roll to me that they are saving it is pop and not the good kinda it seems more like Majority pleasing pop but can I really blame them? As a musician I somewhat know how hard it is to plead this generation with my music. I'd love to go down town play blues, Classic rock, and get a couple bucks for it from everyone not just the people who lived threw that timeframe or the people who are like me but then there would be no variety in people, no difference in culture, and I certainly don't want that culture and difference in the human race is what makes it interesting and makes me fall in love with it but at the same time not sharing the same feeling as people makes me frown upon  a lot of things like Rap, Hip Hop, now nothing is wrong with them I just am not interested in the message that they give out like sex, "bitches", and money, now, even tho I enjoy all three of those things does not mean that pretty much a whole genre has to be dedicated to it, good thing is that it isn't you have amazing artists like Eminem, Macklemoore, Marky Mark, and last but not least Will Smith. All these artist have amazing messages they give out, but it isn't only Rap/Hip Hop that are guilty of this "crime" Country, Pop, R&B, Metal, and even Rock, they are guilty of it, for example Metal when people think of metal it's usually death, and sometimes Satan depending on the timeframe of the music, but it's not there is a lot of metal that has a positive message to it or just a different message in general like love, and I know when I think about Country the first thing I think of is four-wheel drive beer and depression, but it's not music is a great way to look at other people's culture I suggest it to everyone

Have a good night guys

A Partnership Not Realationship

Hey Readers,

So love seems to haunt me once again,  always I seem to get close to crossing the line be done with her but it always seems to come back and I don't know what to do. I sit here as life flashes by me, I am trying to figure what's the point in falling in love? What purpose does it serve? What do I get besides the sexual pleasures of life? I don't care for that I want something, no SOMEONE real. I want real love. I have lived life not long, I have a lot of time to find it but do I want to spend all that time looking for it no! I don't want to be 30 still single and childless or single with child(ren). I pace the floor of my house contemplating what does love mean? what does it look like? what does it feel like? I don't know because it seems when i get close something has to go and fuck me in the ass and I am stuck alone yet again and then it is hard to bear when I see them talk to them because all I want to do is just tell them how much they mean to me and how I feel for them. I would marry this girl in a instantly, will all things fucked up, all things going on with her no matter what. Right now there is only one other girl I am really interested but I don't think she is interested partially because she is interested in another guy I can hope but I do not if I should pursue. She is a amazing girl, beauty to match a goddess, funny, and just all around great. Yet as I ponder I start to think, Am I good for this girl? Now not many tend to think that, at least not that any guys I think of. I am not look for sex nor am I looking for a part time love, I want a full fledge not relationship I don't believe in them I want a PARTNERSHIP. Too many times have I been told by girls that I need to do something to, that I need to reframe from things, to keep us in a good position, this is wrong! LOVE IS A TWO PERSON JOB! Not relying on one of you to do something because your too weak to do it yourself or lazy either way, YOU NEED TO WORK TOGETHER!!! That's why there is so much divorce in the world because there is too much argue depending one to do things. To have a family you need to act like one Teamwork! if you got that honesty, faithfulness, and respect for each then you will be good to go. NO MORE ONE-MAN PARTNERSHIPS! OR RELATIONSHIPS!!!

Transparent

Transparency is my heart's color,
I have no color,
but talking to you bring a color I cannot describe,
Dreams if you bring the day to a new blue,
Always true,
Never unfaithful,
And the combination of our color make a royal color unlike other,
We are both tethered in place,
This case of love makes me face this unknown place,
Not sure where I am or where to go,
I pace the stage,
Staring at my lines and I read but know not what to say,
For I am the Romeo actor stuck on that tower scene,
Your the crowd waiting for me to finish my role,
but your eyes have me struck with silence,
As sad to say you are not there anymore,
There will never be a Juliet tower scene to be finished,
For this Romeo has fallen for the poison kiss of love,
My heart is tight and transparent,
Tearing at myself,
Never again will I hear "Where art tho Romeo?".