Fountain of Beauty

I stood on a mountain,
Waiting for moment I'd leap,
The feeling steepened every moment,
But then a ray,
A light,
A fountain of beauty,
So I ran down the mountain,
Found the fountain of beauty,
She was the greatest of all,
Saved me from a life of pain,
I tried to tame her,
It put me to shame,
I tried to buy her gifts,
But they were lame compared to her,
I gave her my heart,
That was the start of beauty over the tart over my life,
And no one's love could ever suffice,
Comparing others you is like having a competition of beauty between a frog and the sunset,
I want to be your skyline cause your my sun.
 

Improbable, Not Impossible

Hello True Streamers,

So as the days rolled by and I begin to reflect of what I did, I started to think about a ex that I really screwed up with. I had dumped her for another women and because we rarely ever saw each other, and I learned to play a song by Keith Urban called “Stupid Boy”, and whenever I play this song I think of this girl. I recently lost my job and so with my extra free time I decided to go down town, to play music and make a couple extra bucks, and to hang out with friends I never get to see. After being there for three hours, I was playing music and I started playing that exact song, and I started thinking about that girl, I got sad and weird enough, there she went walking right across the street. Being dumbfounded I stopped playing and as cheesy as it may sound, time slowed down, and suddenly, I realized how much I have fucked up. I wasn’t sure how to approach her and her little sis. So I just went for it and we all talked for a while. And things have been going great between us! Anyway, I will move on to my point. My point is that no matter what goes on in life, no matter how bad you fuck up, there is a always a chance for forgiveness or a second chance. Do ever think that something is impossible,  it is improbable but not impossible.

Have A Good Night Streamers,

Love you guys,

S 

Reminders From The Sun

Life has passed me by,

And I cannot lie,

The Sun rises to remind me of the light,

And like these days you have been my sun,

Reminding me of what love is like,

What is true and what is a lie,

As the sun’s light reaches across the land,

My love runs across my heart,

Streams of hope for a second chance,

Looking threw your eyes,

I find surprises that drive my passion,

I was lacking a honest heart,

I now have that part,

I want to re-start,

And to combine you with this lonely heart

"Soul Mate"

Hello True Streamers,

Love is a strange thing ya'know? Even if just a friendship, for example, my best friend and I are soul mates, now to you that might sound a bit fruity( not that anything is wrong with that) but recently my opinion of the title "Soul mate" has changed it can be a friend as well not just a lover. Think about it, who in your life can you not live without that you always go to when things goto shit? Now ponder on that person, think about how life might of turned out in those intense situations. You might have been fine, maybe not, you don't know all I know is that I could not go threw a lot of things without him. We all need that friend soulmate without them life would be so much harder, I know I can depend on him at anytime. Tho we all may have our ups and downs, arguments, disagreements, I mean hell my mom call him my heterosexual life partner!! That always makes me laugh. If you have that soul mate consider yourself lucky, if you don't, I'm sure your over looking something

Goodnight Streamers,

Love ya, 

S

Succumb

Dreams are what I'm made of,
Streams to the sea seem to be too narrow of path for me to take,
People always say "There are more fish in the sea.",
Well honestly, I don't want fish out of the sea,
I would much rather jump in a lake,
Then to put my life at stake swimming with sharks and dangerous fake fish,
For the smallest of places can produce the brightest of faces,
Never leaving traces or spaces in between,
Not know in the world for what she does,
But know in town for what she was,
All fish visit the sea,
Some tremble before it's high raised skies,
Then they try to survive but the sharks of this world eat em,
So they choose to go back to the lake if they are smart,
Because if they don't "beat them" they decided to "Join them",
That fish becomes tart to the mouth,
Bitter and sickening,
They go from Prized winner to the Runt of the litter,
Humans succumb to majority to fast,
Letting their life pass only worrying about what's on everyone else's ass,
They are drinking from the tap,
While me and everyone else are leaving sink water behind and drinking the mother of all wines,
2nd best is what they get,
While we choose to be smart and get the number 1 set,
This isn't about love or finding the one,
This is a true story about a girl who has won,
She is done with life and it's choosers of evil,


Good Morning Have A Great Day True Streamers,
S

Trust, and Keeping Our Mouth Shut

HELLO TRUE STREAMERS!!!,

So Today, I was thinking about what I should write about, then my friend comment on one of my facebook status's. My status was "I am so done", which he commented " I hear ya bro", which gave me idea! This is about being fed up!!!

Now I have had a lot of things happen tho I am young, and I am tired of the bullshit, I don't want anymore girl fucking me over lying to me, telling me they love me when they really don't, having people fuck me over. Then I come to realize that I and the Human Race do not get along very well, just as a side not this does not mean I do not qualify myself as a human, I am human, I just refer to others as humans it's my thing. Anyway, Huamn being betray, steal, murder, rape, etc. I am fed up with it, I am sick and tired of being played, aren't we all? But does this mean disconnect from the human race? Well yes, and no. I think we should keep our personal lives to ourself, unless we can trust them. How do we know we can trust them? By their actions, if they are the type of person to start rumors and lies, then you should know not to trust them, now if you have seen them stick you and do what's just then I well Damn trust them! but not always!? Somethings are best kept to yourself, think before you speak. I was taught that you should ask yourself these questions before you say something.

1. Does this need to be said?
2. Does this need to be said right now?
3.Is it Mature to eve bring this up?

These are all very logical things to think before starting something up with someone, like a co-worker, a person you may know but not really be friends with, a ex, your boss, etc.

All in all, We just need to think about what we say before it is said and be careful who we trust.

Good Night True Streamers,
Scott

Love., Yet Again

Hello True Streamers,

So as I sit here and ponder, I begin to think about events in my day things to talk about things to think about things to act about, and one of things that happened to day was my depression hit me today like a clown with rubber chicken very randomly, and I started thinking about my ex and how she has been acting lately, and honestly it pains me to see and I really honestly don't want to know but, at the same time I do want to know because I love her, because I care about her and I want to know what's going on in her life but at the same time whats going on in her life causes pain in my heart. Have you ever felt that? See someone pretty much screw their life over because they have the freedom to do so? Isn't it just plain sad and heartbreaking? For me is it, and this girl met the world to me, she was my other half in my opinion, but once we broke up or a certain time in our "relationship" she changed into this person who is absolutely repulsive into the exact thing in which I am against in every way, but does that keep me from loving her? No, it does not. Does it keep me from wanting her? Unfortunately not. you see love is more than some feeling it involves the way you treat and act towards each other. If there is no respect and just plain criticism then there is no love. Sadly to say, love can be a one-sided thing, it is possible for only one person to be in love in a relationship, sadly I have fallen prey to this crime, it is a shame to anyone that actually is a victim of this, if you have, I am greatly sorry and I know how you feel. To quote one of my favorite films, " The Greatest Thing You'll Ever Learn, Is To Love, And Be Loved In Return". This is from a movie called "Moulin Rouge" In my opinion one of the greatest films of all time, but in my whole life the only women to truly and honest love me in return was my ex in 2010. No one else has shown me true love and if they think they have, they don't know what love is. But enough about that, well sorta really I am still going to continue the subject but not so much about me. A girl who is actually worth your time will not lie too you, will not keep emotions from you, will tell you things even tho it may hurt, and most of all RESPECT YOU! and this also goes for women as well when a "man" does these thing say away, He isn't in love with you, he is only out to get something for his best interest. Love is a hard thing to find, I have found it once in my life, I don't know if I will ever find it again. I will be happy if I do somedaym, I have alot of respect towards that girl who truly loved me. And I always will. Be careful where you lay your heart, it's all you got.

Good Night True Streamer,
Scott