You

Pain....
Something that makes me shake in the night,
I am in fright,
I continue to follow your shadow,
Walking threw a meadow of beauty,
But the other beauty I can see is you,
Magnificence,
You have me in a trace of love or lust,
I have lost all trust in you but yet I can't stay away,
Destiny and Wants tugging and yanking at every limb,
It rips me as I try to hold composure,
I Can't decide if you are good or bad,
You might be the best for me,
You might break me,
Take me as I am,
Break and bend,
Shatter my trend of misplaced depression and Broken,
Yearning for your touch,
Like a good sucker punch,
But then like a mother's touch.

The End

Inching my way toward you,
Steaming from your lips,
New sins created by my fingertips,
Each kiss on the neck leaves a stain of red lipstick,
Rough and Slow,
Soft and Fast,
You tremble at touch,
Sweating dripping from the exchanged heat,
Your heartbeat increases,
You refrain from screams,
But the pressure is too much,
As the skin from my lips meets your collar,
My teeth sink in,
Moving up to your ear,
It's unbearable,
You arch and moan,
As we become one in the end.

Fountain of Beauty

I stood on a mountain,
Waiting for moment I'd leap,
The feeling steepened every moment,
But then a ray,
A light,
A fountain of beauty,
So I ran down the mountain,
Found the fountain of beauty,
She was the greatest of all,
Saved me from a life of pain,
I tried to tame her,
It put me to shame,
I tried to buy her gifts,
But they were lame compared to her,
I gave her my heart,
That was the start of beauty over the tart over my life,
And no one's love could ever suffice,
Comparing others you is like having a competition of beauty between a frog and the sunset,
I want to be your skyline cause your my sun.
 

Improbable, Not Impossible

Hello True Streamers,

So as the days rolled by and I begin to reflect of what I did, I started to think about a ex that I really screwed up with. I had dumped her for another women and because we rarely ever saw each other, and I learned to play a song by Keith Urban called “Stupid Boy”, and whenever I play this song I think of this girl. I recently lost my job and so with my extra free time I decided to go down town, to play music and make a couple extra bucks, and to hang out with friends I never get to see. After being there for three hours, I was playing music and I started playing that exact song, and I started thinking about that girl, I got sad and weird enough, there she went walking right across the street. Being dumbfounded I stopped playing and as cheesy as it may sound, time slowed down, and suddenly, I realized how much I have fucked up. I wasn’t sure how to approach her and her little sis. So I just went for it and we all talked for a while. And things have been going great between us! Anyway, I will move on to my point. My point is that no matter what goes on in life, no matter how bad you fuck up, there is a always a chance for forgiveness or a second chance. Do ever think that something is impossible,  it is improbable but not impossible.

Have A Good Night Streamers,

Love you guys,

S 

Reminders From The Sun

Life has passed me by,

And I cannot lie,

The Sun rises to remind me of the light,

And like these days you have been my sun,

Reminding me of what love is like,

What is true and what is a lie,

As the sun’s light reaches across the land,

My love runs across my heart,

Streams of hope for a second chance,

Looking threw your eyes,

I find surprises that drive my passion,

I was lacking a honest heart,

I now have that part,

I want to re-start,

And to combine you with this lonely heart

"Soul Mate"

Hello True Streamers,

Love is a strange thing ya'know? Even if just a friendship, for example, my best friend and I are soul mates, now to you that might sound a bit fruity( not that anything is wrong with that) but recently my opinion of the title "Soul mate" has changed it can be a friend as well not just a lover. Think about it, who in your life can you not live without that you always go to when things goto shit? Now ponder on that person, think about how life might of turned out in those intense situations. You might have been fine, maybe not, you don't know all I know is that I could not go threw a lot of things without him. We all need that friend soulmate without them life would be so much harder, I know I can depend on him at anytime. Tho we all may have our ups and downs, arguments, disagreements, I mean hell my mom call him my heterosexual life partner!! That always makes me laugh. If you have that soul mate consider yourself lucky, if you don't, I'm sure your over looking something

Goodnight Streamers,

Love ya, 

S

Succumb

Dreams are what I'm made of,
Streams to the sea seem to be too narrow of path for me to take,
People always say "There are more fish in the sea.",
Well honestly, I don't want fish out of the sea,
I would much rather jump in a lake,
Then to put my life at stake swimming with sharks and dangerous fake fish,
For the smallest of places can produce the brightest of faces,
Never leaving traces or spaces in between,
Not know in the world for what she does,
But know in town for what she was,
All fish visit the sea,
Some tremble before it's high raised skies,
Then they try to survive but the sharks of this world eat em,
So they choose to go back to the lake if they are smart,
Because if they don't "beat them" they decided to "Join them",
That fish becomes tart to the mouth,
Bitter and sickening,
They go from Prized winner to the Runt of the litter,
Humans succumb to majority to fast,
Letting their life pass only worrying about what's on everyone else's ass,
They are drinking from the tap,
While me and everyone else are leaving sink water behind and drinking the mother of all wines,
2nd best is what they get,
While we choose to be smart and get the number 1 set,
This isn't about love or finding the one,
This is a true story about a girl who has won,
She is done with life and it's choosers of evil,


Good Morning Have A Great Day True Streamers,
S